2007

2007-03-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

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2007-03-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

To be honest, i'd say today's quite terrible.

Maybe it's pms, or maybe not.
But the free periods in the morning have worn me out, i have no idea how. (AND why)
Then there was the unfinished Accident Prevention Logbook. damn, i got pissed yesterday just doing it. what did you expect? i've been doing it FOR THE PAST WEEK, and it's still uncompleted. wtf?
After school today, YEEs got together to start on the proposal, but it was unproductive. not surprising, really. but yeah haha was kinda fun still.
Met Claire at the void deck of her house then went to look for childcare centres nearby to do our CIP. but to no avail ):

I think the only thing that kept me going was the beautiful sunset and the chocolate ice blended with pearls! I still prefer my usual pearl milk tea though ((:

I want change. I want something new and exciting to happen. But there just isn't any exitement in life. For now, that is. So i guess i'll live day to day and wonder what's gonna happen next? What a lousy way to live. CRAAAAAAP.

When bored,
doodle in your diary!

2007-03-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

just sneezed seven times in a row. and now i'm feeling dizzy ):

oh well. it's the first week of school! on monday, we found out that we would be changing our seats on tuesday ): rarrrr i was reluctant to. but bo pian. and i was thinking of changing to WordPress, but i decided not to cos it's too much of a hassle AND i'm too lazy to change it since i've been using taco-taco for really long.

stayed back after school on monday and talked a lot with claire and renee (:
talked till 5+! haha it was fun though.

on tuesday, we changed our seats. i'm sitting with jamie! :D at least shujie's sitting diagonally across from me so yeah. then there was PE. and i suddenly started peeling like MAD.
O:
and you know, before your skin really peels, there are white spots of skin. then after PE, my sweat sort of 'gathered' into those spots to form bubble like things. when i rubbed against it, the sweat kinda like oozed out. yeahhhhh REAL gross. it happened to yuling too!

could have died running cos of my terrible flu ):< and to think that calida asked me to run for her today cos she was having a tummy ache. okay, i feel quite bad, so i shall go apologise to her tmr. oh well /:

2007-03-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

It's Friday already.

I wouldn't exactly say that this holiday isn't fruitful. I mean, i've been to workshops, managed to put up gateway...

But I haven't done homework, neither have I done any studying. oh well. gateway was fine i guess, but THE SEC FOURS ARE GOING TO CHANGE THE THEME ):<
!@#$!#$#%*&^%#$*&Q!@#*^%!$*&!^$*!&^$!@

So, we got burnt for nothing, did the whole structure for nothing. and now, i not only need to think of an alternative, but also need to get the whole committee to try the new structure. fishhhhh

on tuesday morning, i went for a workshop on getting a skit ready based on the theme of anti-littering. it was conducted by nick shen. and it sucked -.-
like hello? major reading from the slides with no elaboration here!
then i rushed to school for gateway. it was madness. the workshop ended half an hour late luhhh ):<

on wednesday and thursday, i was Quality Hotel from 8.30 to about 6pm. i found the workshop super cheem. okay, maybe it wasn't actually cheem but the speaker made it difficult to understand /: oh well, met new friends there as well.

so tess, trina, renee, yinyee and i will have a new project coming for the school! (:

2007-03-15T19:07:00.000-07:00

CAMP~~~!!!! :D

It was a Sec Three Student Leadership/National Education Camp. i think it was kinda like for the class to bond too. so last friday, after a bit of introduction from the camp coordinator in school, we set off for Sarimbun Scout Camp. Had mixed feelings because i was afraid of what i might see but was also excited to be going for camp!

FIRST DAY!
reached the campsite, then there was briefing, then we had lunch! (: vegetables were yummy. heehee then there was teambuilding games as the whole 19 of us attempted to balance ourselves on a HUGE see-saw. next was 'harry potter game' where we randomly sat on this beam then had to reshuffle ourselves according to index number, allowing only one person to move at a time. kinda mindboggling \:

After that, we had Challenge Valley! where it was all muddy and dirty. had to crawl through a 'tunnel' made of suspending tyres. skin teared and had bruises after that /: my white school shoes turned brown with mud. legs also got mud. lalala~ next was the slide into the Milo pond. no matter how brown the pond was, it still managed to help me clean my shoes (: and i felt rather refreshed after that. poor Jamie lost her hairband! Due to the face that we had extra time after the slide, we did some swinging tyre obstacle course. it was swinging from tyre to tyre. THAT took quite a bit of energy. but was fun!

Went over to Camp Cristine after Challenge Valley to build a raft! had 3 inflated tyres and 3 poles. so the guides and npcc dudettes tied the main structure while the rest all helped in tying too (: the raft proved to be safe and amanda, op and jasmine toh rafted a bit! lol

hmmm dinner was DISORGANISED. They didn’t have fish for the Catholics, so I had a vegetarian meal with no fish. after dinner, we went on a night hike. it was suppose to be more reflective than scary. but the way some of the trainers positioned themselves at different checkpoints were kinda freaky. there was this guy who was behind the pillar, then he made some noise and his voice was really deep, so that one freaked me out. The other one was when op was sitting in a chair beside a tree and another trainer was standing on the other side of the tree. we almost walked pass without noticing /: stars were a-plenty that night (: the sunset was also beautiful!
song session was fun with everyone being enthu. heehee and some trainer was being kinda gay but it was funny. good source of entertainment! hmmmm shower.. everyone was a bit liberal. cos there were open showers in the toilet, we washed our hair there with our clothes on, so everything was kinda transparent? Haha yeah and we could have died with the flooded toilet. EEW

Supper was a quick bite of red bean bun ((: AND the fish came -.- early much? then we went to sleep. Was quite fascinated with how dark the hut could be without the lights. I couldn’t even see Renee who was sleeping beside me! O:

DAY TWO!
Woke up early, had yet again 5 hours of sleep. Three days in a row! ):

Oh well, groups 21 (the bomb) and 22 had kayaking first thing in the morning. Carried our paddles and buoyancy jackets to Camp Cristine. Then had to get our kayaks! Pretty heavy but Claire and I could do it (: had a longggggg briefing which was kinda boring; but whatever. Later, we finally got our chance at kayaking! But had to do a buoyancy test first. Rocks there were slippery and SHARP ):< when it was time to kayak, I fell and cut my hands and leg. So my hands bled, blah blah blah. And I was thinking of how I was going to write during my theory exam later on. Asyraf helped me plaster it up though, Claire and I still went to kayak, but it was only like 5 minutes? Yeah..

ROCK WALL! HAHAHA it was fun. Tessa and Esther were really good at it ((: hands were a bit pain though due to the cuts, but I tried it nonetheless. Then I chiong-ed away for my theory exam. Went home, had a good meal, then went to M Hotel.
The paper wasn’t so bad, really. I pray I pass |:
So, due to the exam, I missed abseiling, zipline, high elements and archery ):

When I went back, 3W was preparing for our campfire item. So I watched them go over it once then I joined in. Josy was selected to be our St. Nicks Idol! :D

After dinner, there was campfire!
Was enjoyable with all the cheering and performances put up by the various classes. i didn’t bathe that night cos I had already bathed in the day! So I just wiped myself in order to not feel so piggish /:

DAY THREE!
Dudettes in Hut 17 did a quick pack and clean up of the hut so that we wouldn’t have to do it later on ((:
After breakfast, we went on a hike! And I was made to lead -.- so yeah. Willingly did it as well cos it wasn’t difficult. It was rather long but still, 3W was highhhh and singing all the way. heehee

Luch was a DISASTER. Solid fuel was actually used to cook the food; which were instant noodles and sausages, canned beans and canned sardines. Boohoo!
Gathered at the multi-purpose hall after that, and everyone was sad to leave ):
I almost cried luhhh. Lousy OP didn’t sing us any song, if not we’ll definitely cry! )’: sigh. All good things come to an end..

Never underestimate the amount of fun one can have during camp. You build ties and relationships with people, get to know one another better and also develop skills that can help you in life later on. (‘: I’m glad I went through the three days.

2007-03-12T06:35:00.000-07:00

back from camp! (: shall update on the details on another day. heehee

i miss THE BOMB!
i miss OP!
i miss the campsite!
i miss mealtime gossips!
i miss the pitch dark huts!
i miss hearing the ribbitting from the Milo Pond!
i miss the horrid bath times!
i miss cutting myself from falling on rocks!
i miss the bonding sessions!
i miss the campfire!

I MISS CAMP ):

ANYHOO, went to school from 9am to 5pm today for gateway. it was successful! pray it doesn't rain tonight so the basic structure can hold (: although it was only a basic structure, it took the whole day just trying to perfect it and make it stand ):< and i am burnt. like a lobster. even worse than when i came back from SLC. and my face is terribly roasted red. plus my eyebags. gosh! i could just scare myself. but oh wth, i'm glad i held out the past week (':

2007-03-06T02:21:00.000-08:00

Damn him ):<
Stupid shit. you're still wearing shorts..then so rude to my sister and i.
bloody hell. can't even shoot properly somemore. ungentlemanly idiot. 7 years ago my sister was already play bball while you were still doing that advertisement of yours okay!

asshole saying in a tone of superiority and disgust:
Can y'all get off the court, we're playing match.

sister and i:
-ignores and continues with our bball-

then tells one another:
bloody hell. we came here first! stupid boy..so lousy somemore. at the very least ask us something like "mind if we play match?" the best is of course, "we're playing match, you wanna play?" ... basket. and their skirt of the girls' are so short somemore lah! going to school or !@#$@@@#@#!$@$

RARRRR!
should have told him off there and then.

ANYHOO, lit sucked today. the teacher didn't care about our row and the game was unfair. so we made our own decision to stop playing ((:
OH YES, i suggested to Nei that one of the two pictures needed for literature lesson that is a representation of love, should be:

2007-03-05T05:01:00.000-08:00

Felt blurry and light-headed today. It was, in a bad way.
'Cos i felt like i was going to faint anytime ):
So it was probably due to the lack of sleep.
Probably wanted to dance around and jump of a cliff at that time.
My mind is going madddd. ):<

I SHALL GET THROUGH TILL THE SECOND WEEK OF MARCH.
I WWWWIIIIIIILLLLLL do it.

ANYHOO, i realised that there's no harm believing in ghosts. Because for all you know, they maybe do exist (:

Trina's on her church's newsletter! HAHAHA she looks real cute there.

REPLY TAGS! :D heehee
(CHUA):
O: ! SO MEANNN!!!! ): but i don't want to change where i'm seatinggggg! oh well..

(jacqueline):
-.-" like you don't.

(CHUA):
))))): I DO?! whyyyy -cry- i thought i looked blur all the time luhh O.o

(jacqueline):
AH-BO! you know, 'spawning is for ribbits' doesn't really tell us much about what spawning is -.-

(joy):
JOY! wuchun is such a prettayye boy! and guides was quite okay that day actually. heh i agree that ah-bo is a much better name ((:

(jacqueline):
not head disproportionate luhhh. face is too pretty for such a big body frame (X

(renee):
YAY CLAIRE~! agreed that leow has no taste at all :D

(leow):
you're hooper's good friend! HAH still say you're not sadistic. who asked you to go watch sadistic movies and derive those obscene thoughts from the films!

(david):
HAHAHA! but then again, i think the girl had some health problems to begin with. YOU LAZY PIG. do your mass pe lah! xD

2007-03-02T06:40:00.000-08:00

Term one's ppr will suck. And I have no doubts about that glaringly obvious fact. I surprisingly can still remain happy almost everyday. (work of the fortune cookie?) I'm insane! /:

whatever.
I shall still be myself! (:

Peoples' moods change with the weather. Tan Cheng was sad today, so was Gets ):
I'm hopeless at cheering people up. -.-
Like, they smile at the stupid things i've said, then they go back to being emo again! and evil jasmine chua thinks it's funny. LALALALA~~
I don't want to change my seats in term two! I LIKE WHERE I"M SEATED ((:

I realise that i listen to all sorts of music.
About three months ago (and sometimes now, still), it was:
1. Lost Prophets: Rooftops, Town Called Hypocrisy, Everyday Combat
2. Taking Back Sunday: Twenty-twenty Surgery, Liar
3. Avenged Sevenfold: Seize The Day
4. Siam Shade: Dear, Love Vampire etc etc

These were deemed as 'noisy' to my sister.
Then i swung back to A1, BSB, Nsync, Westlife.
Then it was largely instrumental.
Then there was a bit of chinese songs.
Then it was Nelly Furtado and Justin Timberlake.
Now, i have nothing to listen to, and i absolutely don't know what to ):<

Okay, this post contains really random stuff. I have nothing to talk about but i just felt like posting something. so yeah /:

2007-03-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE WEEK
1. RAIN RAIN RAIN
2. Student Leadership Camp's coming up! :D
3. testssss
4. improved in INDICES
5. accidentally threw my vocab book away together with the pile of newspapers -.-"
6. sinfully indulging on A LOT of chocolates |:
7. exercised THREE TIMES on tuesday. (PE in the morning with lots of jumping, make-up for morning jog during recess, tennis with my sister after school) O.O
8. a 9-year-old is SIX months pregnant
9. VJC girl dies just before finishing 2.4 run ):

REPLY TAGS!
(jacqueline):
when did you stop being leowly! HAHAHA you know, i think mine came true last year O.o

(david):
i am utterly positive it's 10-yr series!

(renee):
YEP! :)

(leowly again, again and yet again):
HAHA whatever you say, Globule. hmmm the only difference is that Chupy's more pervertic than you are; and you're more sadistic than Chupy. therefore, chiong-ing to different shows (:

(joy):
then you're like leow! O: watching sadistic/violent/gory/utterly obscene movies! hmmm is The Notebook considered a rated movie? if it is, then you have a nice rated movie! not sadistic and nothing too perverted (:

(david again):
haha? -.-

2007-02-23T05:07:00.000-08:00

I'm beginning to wonder whether the fortune cookie the school gave is actually real. I mean, last year's was definitely kinda true. and this year, I still feel happy everyday despite failing my tests /:

HMMMMMMMMMMMM. But then again, I'd honestly be happy just staying in school and minding my own business than to go home and start getting annoyed with everything. I have no idea why either. pms? O.o

Today was BORING! (as usual) AND some people just refuse to pay me the $7.40 for Bio 10-yrs series ):< collecting money is MORE THAN DIFFICULT.

TOMORROW IS THINKING DAY! O:
Total embarrassment in front of all guides and brownies of Singapore? |: possibly, yeah. Just hope I won't screw up tmr doing the running around in circles.

All around the world it's Thinking Day!

2007-02-21T03:40:00.000-08:00

CNY was okay, i guess. To be honest, it's actually getting kinda boring.

/: Didn't do much visiting, therefore, not a lot of angpaos. But, it doesn't really matter. lalalala~!

for once, my results are starting to improve. but i think it's all just a fluke! oh well

happy happy day~! haha i dunno why.
lalalalalalalala~~~!!!!!

tmr's Thinking Day celebration in school. have to go to school in full-u. ):

didn't go for footdrill today. cos there was Ash Wednesday mass this morning, then after school was math remedial. so yeah, hope i don't screw up tmr /:

2007-02-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOUJUN!! <3
oreos! :D

OKAY, i have concluded that my school is utterly ridiculous ):<

First of all, they plan to shift in JUNE NEXT YEAR. just when i'm about to have my O Levels. shesh
And, tomorrow, the school will be celebrating CNY. i have lessons after that till the end of the day (this isn't THAT unreasonable). BUT i still have CCA till 5 -.-

It's been cut short by one and a half hours,
BUT STILL...
it's the eve of eve of CNY! ))):
-sob sob-

but today is a happy happy day! except for a pathetic recess due to the commemoration of Total Defence Day. I wouldn't say it was particularly that bad; a little lame though. something different i guess? oh wells

2007-02-13T23:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! :D

Miss Praveena:
What was the smallest unit in the beginning when there was no life around?
Nat. Huang:
In the beginning, God created light.
Tan Cheng:
Nu Wa Zao Tian!

-.-""""""""" LOL!

2007-02-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

Today's P.E was tiring! Although there was no soccer but only one 100m sprint. I seriously CANNOT run. I felt really dizzy after that. Thought I was going to black out /: but no, i did not. And even ran 2 rounds with Claire, Lenny, ShuJie and Weiling during recess! Rushed back to class after that to finish up my summary. oooops!

Logarithms suddenly seems so much more understandable now. Not to mention, fun too! heehee

Met my sister at FarEast after school to do a bit of Valentine's Day and a bit of New Year shopping. I swear I could have died trying to find myself a nice, not-so-mature-yet-affordable blouse ):<
BUT, I found it in the end at Heeren for $45.90. Satisfied with the blouse, but not satisfied with the service. bleahx. DAMN IT. I asked for a new piece cos that one was on display (naturally) then I checked the new piece and it was dirty so I wanted to get it changed.
AND SHE AND HER COLLEAGUE SHOWED ME THAT FACE. WTH ):< not forgetting, one of them made some comment. I think it was hokkien or chinese; it was unfortunately, too soft for me to hear. so yeah, fineeee!
But whatever, I am happy with my blouse.
SO THERE.

Saturday: 10/2
Had the interview for the Canada trip in the morning. To be honest, the wait wasn't long, at least compared to the Ireland people. So there I was! Went in with Rachel Teo and Queen Charlotte The Ruthless-with-a-sexy-voice ((: it was a little ji bei because they're both CLs and I am rank-less /: but yeah, I think it was quite okay.

Then went for lunch with them and Trina while poor Renee waited for her turn. WHO ASK HER TO GO IRELAND LAH! Trina and I shared a bowl of tausuan then headed to Lenny's house to get a pair of shoes for Trina to wear later on.

I reached Trina's church punctually at 5.30! Everyone looked pretty with nice clothes and all. heehee I met nice people there (: dinner was totally worth it and the service was fun cos I like singing the songs! Then Lenny was sad )': and I was sad for her too. Claire said my eyes were red when i went back up. Claire's cousin is scandalous much? O.o

It was a good night in the end.
An important note is that:
STARS ARE NOT BLIND:D

Sunday 11/2
It was a last-minute-shopping day. Sent my sister to cello lessons in the morning then my parents and I went for breakfast. Picked her up then went to get a haircut! (: Went to Orchard straight after that. Walked around FarEast, then had lunch at The Ship. Ate a lot, but walked a lot, therefore balanced xP

My mum then went for facial at J8. So my sister and my dad went home since my sister wasn't feeling well |: I went to J8 to see what skirt I could find. After walking countless of rounds around level1, I finally found a skirt from ebase! yay~!! Went to my greatgrandma's house to have a reunion dinner. It was crowded! Plus, i got 4 new mosquito bites -.- WOW. but yeah, the fresh mushrooms were great (X

Monday 12/2
Stayed back in school to discuss gateway. Honestly, I find it pretty cool. That teenage girls can actually build one huge structure with just poles and ropes.
it was a gloomy Monday ):

2007-02-07T04:41:00.000-08:00

I've applied for a camp to Canada~!!! Submitted the form on my particulars today /: and i feel lousyyyy. Seriously! I ain't got many badges, no rank, no nothing. But oh what the hell. I shall just give it a shot (: and there's an interview on Saturday at the Guidehouse at 11. I am excited, no doubt about it. BUT I'm afraid I'll screw things up /: oh well, i shall just keep a positive state of mind! heh

hmmm still failing tests? /: i am beginning to get the hang of things, i thinkkkk. lol oh well, gotta work hard! if not i don't know what'll happen to me. but for me, it's always talk and no action. OOOPS X:

SHUJIE! GET WELL SOON!!!<3

MEIXUAN! YOU MUST GET WELL!!!
speaking of which, my form/chem teacher has sprained her ankle and isn't coming to class till next monday. like wth? lousy much? and some people actually proposed to writing her a card or something when it's ONLY a SPRAINED ANKLE. i've sprained mine a thousand and one times and i still go to school. sheesh. and nobody has even mentioned anything about doing something for Meixuan. yes, i don't know her well. but at least in all fairness, Meixuan deserves something.

tancheng, shujie and i have thought of making 1100+ paper cranes for her (: YAY~!!! it has been approved and
EVERYONE IN THREE DOUBLE-U WILL MAKE 27 PAPERCRANES EACH.

so there (:

YESTERDAY, we had soccer. it's surprisingly fun. anyhoo, the main point is, 'BAYERN MUNICH'(us) WON THE TWO GAMES WE PLAYED. how cool is that? (X

it's as if i don't know you as well anymore. you're not the cheerful person who used to be more careful in your eye contact and words. although that was only for a short time, it was nonetheless not as bad as the present. or maybe it was because i was more stupid, and so did not realise anything. i know change is inevitable, but i really don't want you to. or am i being too sensitive? so maybe i shouldn't bother and maybe not talk to you as much? ): you're better than me in everything. seriously, EVERYTHING. i'm happy for you because i don't expect much of myself. but still, the old you is gone. forever? i hope not. Sometimes the things my sister says are emotionally torturing ): <
However, she doesn't realise it. Plus, I can't do anything about it. So yeah, whatever.

2007-01-31T05:56:00.000-08:00

! weird/ paunch/ cheery/ singing/ dancing/ not hip-and-cool/ stiff Cai Shen Ye!

! hello claire! isn't my limegreen file pretty? xP

apparently, claire appears in EVERY picture. except the one of cai shen ye -.-"

2007-01-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

okay, first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA! :D
it's been so long since i've actually talked to you |: 2 years, 3? oh well

ANYWAY, i would like to say that PEIYUN IS SICK AND SADISTIC. May i add in the word unbelievably? LOL had great fun nonetheless with Joy Yap, Ah Nee and THE sicko last saturday at the Thinking Day rehearsal at mgs. we then headed down to KAP to have macs (:

TODAY TODAY! oh lovely today!
went to plaza sing' after school today. cos Claire and i wanted to have takopachi balls. and trina wanted to go to Daiso. so, we went to PS! i bought things for my sister! and none for myself /: haha but i don't know what to buy anyway. so it doesn't really matter. Renee was forced to go with us! and Delaney had training ):

had a tummyache ><
BEWARE: claire's tummyaches are CONTAGIOUS.
HOHOHO. fun fun fun~ trina apparently took FOREVER to choose 5 baskets. We all got what we wanted :D YAY~!
got pictures! heh

then i reached home, my sister made a bit of noise, saying that i didn't pick up her calls. OOOPS X: then i had to IMMEDIATELY go to Junction8 with her even though i had just came home. so we went, and my sister got ear rings for herself and her friend.
I SAW VIVIAN! :DDD

my dear dear vivian whom i have not seen for such a longgggg time! <3

2007-01-26T17:49:00.000-08:00

going to MGS later for guides Thinking Day rehearsal |:

and stupid Trina isn't going cos she has to go for some church thingy in preparation for her performance on Valentine's Day. and YES, PEIYUN'S GOING TO FILL ME IN ON SOME SADISTIC PLAN TO ERADICATE damn MR. IODINE ):< he ought to be tortured and brutally murdered, the bloody poot.

ANYHOO, Claire had some major tummy ache on Thursday. and trust me, it was HILARIOUS. lying to her that we've left the toilet but were actually hiding in the changing room, then scaring her after she came out a longggggg time later. poor Trina had to keep passing toilet paper over to her. it was DAMN A LOT of paper she needed! (x

and on Friday, recess was hellufa-FUN! laughed till my stomach muscles ached and my jaws were stiffened. DELANEY WILL NEVER SIGN AN ALLIANCE TREATY WITH THE EVIL TRINA NG, SHE WILL NEVER REPENT! CUNNING DELANEY AND ETHEL SHALL WORK TOGETHER TO TICKLE THE EVILNESS OUT OF TRINA! HAHAHAHA xP okay, so it was major laughter session. HOHO

later on, we had some english debate thing which totally pissed me off. the lousy thangs don't know what they're saying! /:< sheesh. shan't elaborate.

saw the sec ones 07 of Bougain after vigorous Thinking Day performance practice. i shall always detest running around in circles from now on. welcomed the sec ones, and some people did a lot of super loud screaming which totally burst my eardrums LOL but oh! Bonded, Bougain shall always be!

:D
i seriously, have not laughed so much for so long.

2007-01-22T04:11:00.000-08:00

Bombarded with so much homework, I could just dump them into an incinerator and begin the burning of books like Emperor KangXi ): <

DARN.

2007-01-20T05:38:00.000-08:00

FIRST POST OF THE YEAR! LOL. for now, i'll just do a bit of reflection /: then i'll put up a picture which i like a lot. heehee

So, the year has been great so far. I mean, in terms of classes and any other general issues. BUT i am DOWN ON LUCK, i could just faint at how i suck ): <

AND because of all that crap, i'm angry with myself. Sheesh. But whatever.
I'm in a good-to-start-studying mood now and have thoroughly made up my mind to study hard and get commendable grades. Although results have shown that THIS isn't working, i guess i'll just have to work doubly hard |:

Also, at the rate i'm gobbling down sweets, i won't be surprised if i become diabetic X: because right now, i've got TWO packets of Katjes gummies on my table, and a BIG PACKET of fruitplus. Plus lots of other random junk foods i eat. bleahx

I've apparently got lots of issues to settle, but i chuck them away nicely somewhere in my mind. I've heard that sec three is superrr busy, and i'm having mixed feelings about it /: On one hand, i'm glad that i'll be keeping myself busy and rushing about all the time; but on the other hand, i'm afraid i'll be too caught up in everything i do that i'll screw things up. I seriously need to do some scheduling, wait, more like major prioritising. With my pathetic sense of urgency and lack of time management, i have no idea how i'm gonna face everything.

oh well, i just pray that i'll still have the time to do the things i enjoy best.